What will my next MRI reveal? Am I sick again or still able to heal?
Is there regrowth or am I still stable?
Only time will tell…
and until then, I can choose to live my life or I can reside in my own private hell.
Mindfulness is something I’ve been working on.
I need to practice acceptance, patience, and forgiveness in order to become strong.
I need to choose to live—it must come from within.
I have so very much to live for; my husband, family, good friends and a son whom I adore.
So if the next scan shows regrowth, I will do what needs to be done.
I will fight.
I will continue to learn.
I will be the best person that I can be.
And, I will embrace the possibility that I have already won.